Becoming Human – Otherwise Known as Arriving in Hell

I have been tasked by a student of mine to create some blogs on topics we discuss during sessions that she (a very definite web search individual) has never found online.  So – today begins the first of the blogs I have been nudged towards writing in the hopes that it will be discovered by the individuals who need to hear the message!  The information presented below was first provided to me by my higher self and then through conversations with various archangels and ascended masters.


Each human first began his or her existence as a spiritual being that was a derivative of its higher self.  The higher self, or soul as some call it, is a derivative of what we call the Over Soul, which is a derivative of the I Am presence which is a derivative, etc. etc. etc.

Prior to the birth of the body you occupy, your spiritual presence and your higher self decided that this incarnation as a human, at this time on Earth, and this version of Earth was the perfect location to learn a few things and to assist with developing the soul’s knowledge.

Your higher self devised a plan – the blueprint, if you will – of some key elements that would help shape the person you are including some background elements such as a parent, some physical attributes, some personality traits (that can be tracked on your astrological chart), and your gifts.  Many other things are involved in the blueprint as well, of course, but to begin with just the knowledge that much of who you are and the circumstances to which you were born is vital to understand.  There are no accidents and there are no coincidences, and how you choose to act and the choices you make create the reality in which you live.

So down you come – the spiritual being now enclosed in the human baby body.  You awaken in form after the birth process and will continue to transform the energy you possessed in spiritual form into the human form for several years.  You began the Separation Process from Spirit the moment you joined your energy to the baby form and over the next several years, as your spiritual being energy is shifted into the human body, the connection to the Creator widens until you, as a small child, can no longer feel the Love the Creator has for you.  You have now arrived in Hell.

This sensation of loss is quite the traumatic event for many individuals.  Not only are they adjusting to being human with limited sensations, a small body, and limited communication they now believe that they are separated from the one constant that was in their universe – the Love of the Creator.  The constant communion that supported the spiritual being through every moment of its existence is now gone!  Poof!  Well, not poof, and no, not really gone, but the individual who perceives this change defines it as a loss that is terrifying.  They cannot even communicate the feeling to their family members because they just don’t have any human words to describe something that goes beyond words.  Then, almost all of them forget what it was that they were connected to and all they have left is this sensation in the middle of their chest that hurts.  These people spend many years of their lives searching for that “something” that they know is missing without ever realizing what it is that is missing.

Which, I am here to tell you, is perfectly OK.  Not everyone experiences this event with the same loss or even agony, but if you had this realization I want you to know you are not alone – there are many others who feel the same lack and pain, and some even feel the panic associated with the knowledge that they are trapped in the human form.  Now breathe.  Take another deep breath.  You will need to take many more before your journey is over!

I personally understand this sensation and realization and I know how hard it is. But now I want you to shift your perspective to the understanding that this is considered an opportunity on the spiritual realm.  You, as a human being, is being the gift of an indicator that there is something else out there, something more for you to find and discover as you grow into being a human.  You are about to discover one of the lessons that ALL humans have on the Earth plane – to find a way to return to the communion with the Creator’s Love.

There is no one way to do this.  You will definitely discover many religions on this planet along the way that will tell you just the opposite, but there are MANY ways to feel and hear the Love of the Creator again and guess what – they all begin inside of you!  YOU are the connection to the Creator.  YOU have the voice of God within.  And let me tell you – there are plenty of religions and groups out there that DO NOT want you to know that.

So – always, always, always look for the internal resonance when you see, hear, or read anything.  If you feel that negative sensation in your stomach or chest DON’T ignore it!  Just bypass that which was offered to you and continue looking, for what works for one person will not necessarily work for YOU.

And this is what we are talking about, hmm yes?  YOU.  You and your journey in human form to reconnect with Spirit.  To feel the constancy of the Love of the Creator again.  To know that you are loved, and liked, and accepted completely by the being that created you – unconditionally and absolutely.

It is all within you and the first step begins with you.  And, incredibly, it is not a hard thing to do.  The resistance comes from just doing it at all…from doing something different than what you were told or taught to do.  But, if you can ignore those conditioned voices inside and outside of you, all you have to do is find a quiet space and breathe.  Breathe and relax.  Breathe and call inside and tell your higher self you are ready to begin your process.

If you are not ready to feel the Creator at this point you will know that fairly quickly.  Do not be disheartened!! We all have issues to heal before we are ready to feel the Love of the Creator again.  Those quiet times you take every day will help you understand what has to heal.  And if you are quiet and pay attention, your guides and angels will come and show you how to heal yourself – sometimes through emotions or colors or sounds or words or even pictures.  You only have to be willing to spend time on yourself and time is free, yes?  And the benefit of this effort is priceless.

So – first step! Your angels and guides are with you always and are ready at the drop of a pin to help you help yourself.  You just need to ask.  So ask!  Go, now, get into a quiet place and look within.  Ask for help within.  Demand to be shown what you need to heal to be able to feel the Love of the Creator again.  Don’t expect anyone to do the work for you, because no one can heal you but YOU.  And it is SO worth it!

© 2015  Julia Knickerbocker ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

Published by Julia Alexandra

Julia is Spiritual Counselor, a trans-channel, a Reiki Teacher, and a Priest of Melchizedek who is currently living the Enlightened Path, traveling to wherever Spirit tells her to go! She frequents North Carolina, Northern California, and Illinois/Wisconsin while (currently) abiding in mid-central Florida.

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